I will only cover it briefly here to get to my writing about today's release for my Mistress, but has been more difficult then I would have thought to hold back on my little masturbation sessions. Imaging it will be even more so when I finally get the cage that Mistress has promised me. Its hard to resist touching myself when she is tormenting me via texts, and wanting so badly at night sometimes to just cum right then, but I don't, I maybe start touching myself, but I stop, wanting not just to wait for when I am allowed, but for when we can be on Skype together, wanting to hear her voice as I do.
So anyways, earlier today Mistress was teasing me a bit while I was preparing my dinner, some mac and cheese. Was my first time making it. And was reminded it was Tue, and because of the way things are right now, I've been granted permission to cum once a week. I was getting quite turned on while cooking the food, but being that for one, my mother was home, couldn't really just go about masturbating in the middle of the kitchen, and two was in the middle of preparing dinner I had to wait till later.
Later in the evening I went to my room, my head had started throbbing but wanted to get my release even if it couldn't be with her voice in my ears as I did. I had been wanting it badly most the week, though often don't mention as much. Have a feeling the more I mentioned wanting the more teasing I would get.
Figure the best cure usually for a headache is a good cuming I lay down, thinking about Mistress, just idly running my hands over my length while I let my mind wonder. A post coming to mind that I read about sleeping in bondage, of my hands tied above my head to the head board and my legs tied to a bar at the bottom of the bed, of Mistress sleeping with her head on my chest, and eventually of waking to her hand and mouth roaming over my chest.
Enjoying the feel of her mouth as she kisses over my chest, her nails raking and playing with my nipples, of my growing cock as I am now getting aroused from the attention she is giving me. Hoping that she wants to grant me release finally.
Reaching for the lube I got from work since I left the others i had at home, some I had been wanting to try, but know it wouldn't be good for my toys anyways. taking a hold of the wet platinum
, and putting a small amount in my hand, making very slow strokes getting myself good and lubed up.Back in my head I think of her hand gripping my cock, her hand moving up and down my length just as slowly, the soft feel of her flesh encompassing me. Softly moaning with the pleasure that her hand is bringing me, but wanting so much more to have her take me, to ride me hard and fast.
Stroking myself faster as I think of you straddling me, enveloping my cock and riding me fast and hard, bringing me so close then denying me, stopping before i can cum, waiting trying to trash my hips to thrust my cock.
Finally you start again but this time bring me to a wonderful orgasm, cuming very hard, and laying back a bit lost in our love making. Feeling you lay back down to cuddle against me and drifting off to rest once more, perhaps when we wake i'll be granted release again..perhaps not..either way, my love for you grows.